Monday, July 30, 2007

Healing...






I just wanted to provide a quick update and let everyone know that the healing is going well. However, all the damage was internal so it is hard to really know for sure how far along I am. I will go to the doctor on Friday (Aug. 3rd) and will find out more then. Here is a picture of the actual hit that hurt my neck. I am in the middle of the picture on the ground getting run over by the guy in the blue and white jersey!

Monday, July 23, 2007

Bowls, Spoons, and Recovery

Aimee and I noticed this weekend that we went through many more bowls and spoons than normal. Obviously the recovery has required soft food and the result has been a lot of soup, yogurt, and ice cream! I went to the doctor today and he was pleased with the fact that my throat is getting better. However, this was tempered with the fact that I still have a lot of internal swelling. The inflamation also includes my right vocal cord which means I will have a long recovery. He said my voice will be hoarse for several months and that it will start to sound worse before it sounds better. He put a scope through my nose and into my throat and I got to see the swelling on the screen and it was a large purple mass. All this to say, I am on "voice rest" for a month (poor Aimee and the boys!) and I can't exercise for two weeks. As you think of me and read this, please pray that my vocal cords will fully heal in the long-term so that I can use my voice for God's service. Many thanks.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Rugby and the ICU



Many of you may not know, but this summer I took up playing rugby! The picture on the left shows me (the bald guy in blue and orange) tackling and the second photo is me later during my first of two nights in ICU! On Wednesday night during a game I went to tackle a guy who came at me full-speed with his forearm up that caught me in the throat. I immediately came out of the game because I couldn't breath very well or talk at all. After the games I came home and still couldn't breath, talk, or swallow too well. Aimee recommended I go to the ER and a call to my dad (who is an Ear, Nose, and THROAT doctor!) confirmed the same recomendation. They did a CT scan and 10 minutes later about 10 doctors and nurses descended on my room in response to a trauma alert! I actually thought they were there to get me out of the room to bring in someone who was really injured. Turns out the CT scan revealed a significant amount of internal swelling that was pushing my larnyx to the side and was obstructing my breathing.
They had two options at that point: 1. Put me to sleep, insert a breathing tube, and put me on a ventilator for a day or two, or 2. admit me to the ICU for continued observation to make sure the swelling didn't increase. We chose number 2 as my condition did not seem to be worsening. Aimee spent the first night with me in my room not sleeping much as she would wake up for every alarm that would go off or if I began to breath too hard. I thought the ICU was nice once they let me start eating and drinking. I watched more coverage of the first two rounds of the British Open than I ever have in my total life combined.

My first morning there I was reading in Philippians 1:19 where Paul says that his delieverence from jail came about through the prayers of the Philippians and the Spirit of God. I felt both of those had an impact in my condtion as well. My breathing could have been blocked at any point and I didn't even go to the ER for three hours after it occurred and even drove myself home from the rugby game. At any point if my throat has swollen shut I would not have been able to breath. So the Spirit of God did protect me and many prayers continued in my healing. Many, many thanks. Please keep praying that my voice will completely return (it sounds quite raspy now) and that the swelling goes down. I have been out of the hospital 24-hours now and have noticed continued improvement. I am more tired than I thought I would be. Aimee has been taking good care of me; Jacob understands my limited energy and talking; and Owen still enjoys climbing on me!

Monday, July 9, 2007

How do we view God?

“The LORD your God is with you,
he is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
he will quiet you with his love,
he will rejoice over you with singing."
Zephaniah 3:17


How do we view God? Is he a loving father or a condemning guardian? A mixture of both or something all together different? I think each of us has a different view of Him that is shaped by our own upbringings and Christian experiences. Personally, I sometimes tend to think that He is disappointed with me and I have discovered that this negatively influences my relationship with Him. I have a professor (Dr. Jim Howard) who has said that he believes God cannot be displeased with a Christian. I have pondered this statement a lot and would encourage you to do the same. If it is true, how would that change the way you relate to God? Look again at the passage above—God delights in you, He rejoices over you with singing! Do you ever picture God singing over you? Another professor of mine writes in his notes on this passage, “One thing is for God’s people to rejoice in him. It is quite another to see how Yahweh rejoices over his people, how he sings over them when they are pure and have been cleansed (3:17)! His final word, and his ultimate desire, is to bless his people.” I would encourage Christians to ponder this aspect of God’s character and allow it to influence your relationship with Him.

(Final quote from online notes on Zephaniah, © M. Daniel Carroll R., Denver Seminary, 2001-2003. All rights reserved. Updated 8/18/2003)